try harder

try. now try harder.

a brief affair with a handbag

i'm so excited about the wardrobe i'll have once i lose weight. thats one MAJOR motivation. i'll wear heels at school and blow people out the water. i'm already excited. here are some pieces that will look gorgeous on my new bod! imagine me with these pieces...hair freshly relaxed, nails painted to perfection, cherry lipstick applied flawlessly.

"keep your eye on the prize"


i want next semester to find me at my best.

diet pills

hmmm...how much am i willing to sacrifice to reach my full potential?

i'm willing to go the whole 9 yards for this:






i can not abide the hotness!

i need to add new songs to my ipod to boost my workout. i also have to ask daddy to fix the stairmaster. i love my stairmaster.

heres today's list:
- 2 eggs and 4 sausage links for breakfast
-curry chicken salad for lunch
-one bubbe keg so far!
i'm just about to make up my mind about diet pills. as bad as it is i'm thinking about getting ones with ephedra online. "Proxylean" seems to have the largest amount so far. its a big decision though and must not be rushed. i'm going to do some research on it and let the thought sit for a while.

its only 12:37pm and i still have a lot to do. until later....

Easy Summer...Hard Changes

whoa.

my first blog and my first word is an articial exclamatory phrase. In my defense it is the only way I can adequately describe the emotions my lastest embarkment leaves me to feel.

i want to lose 20lbs. i want to lose 20lbs in two months. as of now, i weight about 175.
175- 20= 155.

thats the goal.

this blog should help me find out what i want...but heres what i know:
-i know the goal is possible
-i know working out is a must
-i know i'm going to achieve my goal

and for your viewing entertainment..... what i want to be!